okay..
this will be my second entry for the day.
just too bored.cant help it.the pics above was taken
last wednesday..i tink ah..with my some of my classmates.
me serena were way too bored in class and we decided to cam-whore
in the class.that day was our accounting lesson.hahaa!
nampaknyer tk paham la aku topic that day..
ouh ya..i dunno why ppl keep on telling me that i look like chinoneh??
betol ker?dulu bile zaman di bangku sekolah,aku lah yg cepat naek gelap.
bukan nk bost ke ape,sejak menjak ni mcm makin cerah kulit gue..do u tink so?
alhamdulillah..syukur kpd tuhan yg telah mencipta hambanyer dgn sempurna.=)
orite,i noe im toking nuts.cos i have nutink to do now.im at work today till 2pm.
mayb later after work gg to follow mum to geylang.heard that there will be an opening
light ceremony(official opening).
guess wat guys...i dun receive any cal or msg frm him.
expected olready lor..i cant do anitink.anw,im so so sleepy
now.very cold sumore.& my backache is getting worst every
single day.did anione of u sat on a chair that is so straight at
the back part for more than 6hrs??worst still for 12 hrs??
tell me now the reason y im having a backache.still young bt
sakit da mcm nenek2(keropok)NOT!eheh..
tu sebab i nid that back massage A.S.A.P!let me repeat AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
clear enough..?cos i'hv been dealing with the pain for quiet some time.
as i say when i sit,stand or lay down..it just feel not right.
lucky me that prettay soon ill be gg for massage at my aunt spa.
got discount sumore..gd ahhh!
before i forgets,yest went to kampong glam to see the lighting up
of the street by our senior PM Mr Goh Chok Tong.
mum was so eager to see didicazli...n in the end she's very
lucky to be on stage presenting the die hard fan of him..
so cute la mama ku.=)
i oso hve the chance to have a pic with him..
not bad looking either.actuali i dun reali noe or fancy him
cos in tv he dun look gd as he is outside...he's hamster(handsome) actuali!
and mcm biase jgk lar...smlm kene paitao agi dgn whoever HE is.
jmpe skejap like for 10mins,and waLLAh he's off to do his business stuffs!arhh.
hate it hate it hate it!!ill stop here before i go haywire again.
chiow chi BYE!!haha.
enjoy ur weekends peeps!
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I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE!!
HOW LONG U WANT ME TO FEEL THIS WAY??
I UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE THING U DO AND EVEN WANT TO SUPPORT YOU...BUT HAVE YOU EVER THINK BOUT MY FEELINGS??I TINK U DONT..!& NOW DONT BLAME ME WHY I ACTED THIS WAY.IM SICK N TIRED OF BEING SO NICE N PATIENCE!U ARE MAKING ME IN A VERY DIFF SITUATION THAT I NEED TO ENDURE.U TINK WAT??IM UR SO-CALLED GIRLFREN THAT U WANT WHEN ONLY U NEED ME?!SO,NOW..I DONT CARE-LESS IN WAT U WANT TO DO..WHERE YOU GO...WHOEVER OR WHICHEVER IT IS.....ITS NOT MY PROBLEM ANIMORE..U CAN JOLLY WELL CONCENTRATE ON WAT U ARE DOING NOW WITHOUT BOTHERING ME.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
u see people...im not happy deep deep down my heart.
i cant tolerate such nonsense any longer
or ill be ended up having super depression.the problem is that now..my dear bf hav already no time for me for watever reasons he has.tapi ader mase pulak kn dgn kwn2 sedare2 makcikpakcik.sape2 lagi arh!i noe its not a big deal...bt its not the first second third fourth fifth sixth seventh etc times im giving in.he want me to understand him bt has he ever understand what i feel NOW?ever did he??wat he always think of is about the 'business' he's doin now.kemarok sgt..!until he forgets how to give time btwen me n his work.im pissed off already btw..
i dun bother to call or msg him to ask his wherebouts.
when i ask for a break,he firmly stands for it..mati2 tknk lepaskn aku..be bile aku kasi muke, mcm gini lar jadi nyer..i dun understand.makin lame die buat aku cam ni,its gonna affect him more.its obvious that my feelings for him will change.i dun care animore..whatever wants to happen,happen..for goodness sake!give up already.i want to have my single life back.plsss!
the way he's treating me is making a hell outa me!its better to compare if im single.
guys always give a pain in the arse for us after so much things being done and all the
sacrifises that we(girls) have made.
my heart is feeling sumetink squeezing on it so hard..
i tink alot,i feel alot and im hurt alot.dun wish to continue this relantionship of mine.i want it to end right nw.
*SUPER IRRITATING*