Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥
alhamdulillah..
its already coming to a week for the fasting month.for this time round,i manage to puase okk!=)
btw,i never been blogging for almost a week i tink.due to my heavy traffic schedule.
n now..im relief,that i had already completed my school.=)) *happines la sey!* exams will commence next week for the first paper for marketing follow up by Human resource n lastly accounting.hope to pass all of them.get the cert ready can jump2 like small girl,can?heeeeh!
workwise,as per normal.no gd news yet..still awaiting.....few days back one of the LTA aunty got sms me about the job at airport(sats).she asked me if im still interested in working there not..so i replied YeS.heard that working there will able to earn more if we do alot of OT.dunno eh..
netherless,i still cant leave my current job cos i already feel very comfortable here like my second home.so i guess i shud leave this to god's plans for me.
the bellow entry i wrote that im gg for family photo shoot was awesome!!satu2 semua da macam raja dan permaisuri2 wanabe gitu..haha.actuali we planned to wear our own baju kurung outfit,bt end up wearing their outfits..its already like 'royal' kind of theme gitu..my dad n bro satu2 pakai tanjak..cuUtE!overall was fun yet tiring day..The day was accompanied by bb who pick us up from johor chkpt and send us back home safely at about 11+pm.so sweet of u..he drove the car while my dad sits besides him n accompany him all the way till pasir ris.whereby me,bro n mom siang2 da go lalaworld!ehehehehe..such a family bonding session with everione around.=)
this coming week plan will occupied with work..coming back to square one.
ok,before i forget...i will go for my hairdo soon and as promised,will highlight them too..bt still the colour has not yet confirm.imgg with my colleuge,cynthia..
lucky all my hari raya stuffs da beli...cume nak g anuh rambut je la..kocek pon tk la lobang sgt.
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im doin my night shift today n tomorrow.so sahur n buka for this two days will be not at home.=(
im trying to lose my weight again.aiming to hit at least 48kg..*cross finger*
still got extra hard work to achieve it.its easy to reduce the weight BUT its not easy to maintain it!!sumpah i hate it!lagi2 nanti raye..makan tk ingat dunia..hahahah!
anw,planning to break fast with ite Kakies next week and with my babes on the next following wk.we need to do alot of catch ups aye!
happy fasting people.
=)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW FAMILY PHOTO SHOoT!!
*smile face*
at last,
got the chance to take the family photo shot thingy..its been a long time since the whole family of mine
wants to have our very own formal family photo(canvas type).the photo taking will take place at jb after
survey-ing a few places in s'pore which cost double as to compare in jb.so,we ditched the idea of having the
photo taking in s'pore.not worth la as we can have a better choice..right?
nw im having my night duty till 8 in the morning...den straight to skul first den off to jb after my class ends..
and of cos i did bring my extra cloth to change.i intend to bath later in the morning at work.cos if i never bath,
my face will end up to be 'busok'.hahaaa!brush teeth and wash face are not enough for me to survive for the whole day tml..dont u also??...i hope so..=0
My marketing project already completed.*wipe forehead*
thanks to bb poko for teman me do my project in skul..=) saayang bb!i thought i cannot finish it on time seyy.
okok..puase coming in two more days..~weEe
i dont want to missed my puase days animore...UNneccessary.*bad girl*
hahahahahahah!
puase jgn TAK puase doink!
=)
Monday, August 17, 2009 ♥
everitink goes back as per normal.
i realy hope that for this time round, he will change for good.eventhough
i force myself to fix back my broken heart.
to let YOU noe..its not easy to fix it strong like how u used to fix ur lego.
i need time to heal and reconstract my ego towards you.it doesnt mean with that smile
on my face just now means that i forgets everi single thing u did.
like i said i force myself to fix everitink just to save our relantionship.we'hv been together for 2yrs+..and for me its a very long yet tidious moments i went through with u.alot of things we faced,from the small little matter to the biggest matter..
in every women's there's always a soft heart in it that never
fails to give u guys chances.& pleeeaSe dont take that for granted.
i thank you for making the effort to console me countless times,continuosly....
and that shows how serious u are towards me and our relantionship.
dear boy,i wont ask for anitink else.xcept for ur lovecareconcern to make me be
the happiest girl everiday..u know my wants and my flaws dont u?
for my part,u need not need to worry as i noe how to treat u well and take perfect care of you..
i realy want us to be officialy owned one day..insyallah!amin..
i dont want to waste all of our efforts from the first day we knew each other.
no one has ever held my love this way besides you..u're more than just a boyfriend to me.
ILYSM Ahmad Firdaus.
=)
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ♥
~ edited~
okay..
this will be my second entry for the day.
just too bored.cant help it.the pics above was taken
last wednesday..i tink ah..with my some of my classmates.
me serena were way too bored in class and we decided to cam-whore
in the class.that day was our accounting lesson.hahaa!
nampaknyer tk paham la aku topic that day..
ouh ya..i dunno why ppl keep on telling me that i look like chinoneh??
betol ker?dulu bile zaman di bangku sekolah,aku lah yg cepat naek gelap.
bukan nk bost ke ape,sejak menjak ni mcm makin cerah kulit gue..do u tink so?
alhamdulillah..syukur kpd tuhan yg telah mencipta hambanyer dgn sempurna.=)
orite,i noe im toking nuts.cos i have nutink to do now.im at work today till 2pm.
mayb later after work gg to follow mum to geylang.heard that there will be an opening
light ceremony(official opening).
guess wat guys...i dun receive any cal or msg frm him.
expected olready lor..i cant do anitink.anw,im so so sleepy
now.very cold sumore.& my backache is getting worst every
single day.did anione of u sat on a chair that is so straight at
the back part for more than 6hrs??worst still for 12 hrs??
tell me now the reason y im having a backache.still young bt
sakit da mcm nenek2(keropok)NOT!eheh..
tu sebab i nid that back massage A.S.A.P!let me repeat AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
clear enough..?cos i'hv been dealing with the pain for quiet some time.
as i say when i sit,stand or lay down..it just feel not right.
lucky me that prettay soon ill be gg for massage at my aunt spa.
got discount sumore..gd ahhh!
before i forgets,yest went to kampong glam to see the lighting up
of the street by our senior PM Mr Goh Chok Tong.
mum was so eager to see didicazli...n in the end she's very
lucky to be on stage presenting the die hard fan of him..
so cute la mama ku.=)
i oso hve the chance to have a pic with him..
not bad looking either.actuali i dun reali noe or fancy him
cos in tv he dun look gd as he is outside...he's hamster(handsome) actuali!
and mcm biase jgk lar...smlm kene paitao agi dgn whoever HE is.
jmpe skejap like for 10mins,and waLLAh he's off to do his business stuffs!arhh.
hate it hate it hate it!!ill stop here before i go haywire again.
chiow chi BYE!!haha.
enjoy ur weekends peeps!
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I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE!!
HOW LONG U WANT ME TO FEEL THIS WAY??
I UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE THING U DO AND EVEN WANT TO SUPPORT YOU...BUT HAVE YOU EVER THINK BOUT MY FEELINGS??I TINK U DONT..!& NOW DONT BLAME ME WHY I ACTED THIS WAY.IM SICK N TIRED OF BEING SO NICE N PATIENCE!U ARE MAKING ME IN A VERY DIFF SITUATION THAT I NEED TO ENDURE.U TINK WAT??IM UR SO-CALLED GIRLFREN THAT U WANT WHEN ONLY U NEED ME?!SO,NOW..I DONT CARE-LESS IN WAT U WANT TO DO..WHERE YOU GO...WHOEVER OR WHICHEVER IT IS.....ITS NOT MY PROBLEM ANIMORE..U CAN JOLLY WELL CONCENTRATE ON WAT U ARE DOING NOW WITHOUT BOTHERING ME.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
u see people...im not happy deep deep down my heart.
i cant tolerate such nonsense any longer
or ill be ended up having super depression.the problem is that now..my dear bf hav already no time for me for watever reasons he has.tapi ader mase pulak kn dgn kwn2 sedare2 makcikpakcik.sape2 lagi arh!i noe its not a big deal...bt its not the first second third fourth fifth sixth seventh etc times im giving in.he want me to understand him bt has he ever understand what i feel NOW?ever did he??wat he always think of is about the 'business' he's doin now.kemarok sgt..!until he forgets how to give time btwen me n his work.im pissed off already btw..
i dun bother to call or msg him to ask his wherebouts.
when i ask for a break,he firmly stands for it..mati2 tknk lepaskn aku..be bile aku kasi muke, mcm gini lar jadi nyer..i dun understand.makin lame die buat aku cam ni,its gonna affect him more.its obvious that my feelings for him will change.i dun care animore..whatever wants to happen,happen..for goodness sake!give up already.i want to have my single life back.plsss!
the way he's treating me is making a hell outa me!its better to compare if im single.
guys always give a pain in the arse for us after so much things being done and all the
sacrifises that we(girls) have made.
my heart is feeling sumetink squeezing on it so hard..
i tink alot,i feel alot and im hurt alot.dun wish to continue this relantionship of mine.i want it to end right nw.
*SUPER IRRITATING*
Thursday, August 13, 2009 ♥
Finally...
im here posting sumtink.i do hav time to blog but i dun noe wat to write about.u c..I already get my exams result and gladly i pass for both of them.not that really satisfied cosi got 'C' for my economics.same goes for english..which is 60marks and above.i tot i can do better for my econs..=( nevermind.now i left with the other three: marketing,accounting&HR...Life is being nice to me dis few days..had great time with family and the love ones..last sat went to plaza sing with bb to catch the G.I Joe.Superb show!!love it..from the actions till climax..next show will be the Final Detination4.cant wait...but the scenes keep on reminding me of the violent part..so scary..eventually can make u have the feeling 'phobia'..thats not the best part.btw,i got pics to upload..lotz of it..bt i tink ill upload it till the next entry..im at work nw btw..even life is bein gd to me,there's always nutink perfect in dis world..wat do i mean?
i mean about my love life right now........................feel sick n tired of it already.i dunnoe y...mayb since he joined 4life thingy..?wth..i dun mind if he want to occupy his time by doin those kind of job..bt i cannot tolerate when he ALWAYS dun have time for me..im not bein unreasonable bt dis
i mean about my love life right now........................feel sick n tired of it already.i dunnoe y...mayb since he joined 4life thingy..?wth..i dun mind if he want to occupy his time by doin those kind of job..bt i cannot tolerate when he ALWAYS dun have time for me..im not bein unreasonable bt dis
kinda behaviour can make me go crazy..aku je lah yg ade initiative of miting him..he wud not want to mit me for no reason..he will mit me if he wan to do his 4life thing with me..get it??
i gived up already...so,now watever he wans to do...go ahead.i cant be bothered animore.
if can u might as well let me go.n u can by all means do ur job without me 24/7 nagging at u.
*pissed OFF*.
sidetrack: Fasting mth is around the corner..=) im so so xcited(NOT).hehe..
i tink i just nid to get prepared for fasting mth later on..not big deal actuali..
it always been dis type of feeling bile comes to nk puase..smuenyer bermain di mindset.
wen we'r nt fasting,if we dun eat oso can.....BUT bile ngah puase,...ade jer ganguan2 yg tk perlu..
at the same time preparing for rayer...baju rayer,kasut rayer,bag rayer..smuanyer da siap.
tingal nk change hair colour and buy new contact lens..=))
i tot of highlighting my whole hair...wat colour must i do??gt no idea....
hopefully my fringe will grow faster...i da rimas dgn bangs.-_-
till here aye.
pics coming soooon!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
in waitng for my exam result,i feel so so nervous now.
dunno y.scared that i might not make it.hopefully NOT!
workplace:
now,the environment have change alot.
after my chinese collegues left me all alone..becoming
the senoir once again.i just feel not me..to fix myself
with the new friends im having now.so far so good..
i partly also have a good news to share,bt mayb
i wont disclose about it too soon la k.
still need to be very confirm.oh well,life need to
change either depends on every type of situation.
sometimes i feel like laying a resigniation form
on the desk..its really make me wanna find a new job instead.
anyhoos,patience plays a very big part of a role.w/t them we(us)
cant be successful.*thumbs up*
relantionship:
im not too sure if he's the right person for me.
there's alot of conflict gg on btwn both of us...lately...
watever i do for him or towards him,the first motive in my
mind is that...all are for his own good.no doubts if i felt that
he dun appreciate me.in the end he's the one hu's gonna
lose out on me.coz he knows that no one will ever understand
his very complicated problems.
ILY still.
Monday, August 3, 2009 ♥
wow!!its already the month of August..
=)
its been a while i never update anitink as im super'M'.
nutink much hapened.everidae juz repeat itself without
i noticing it; skul in the morning den the rest of the day
will be at work.it bores me terribly..argh!
i have been putting in fats nowadays due to bordem-strike!
juz imagine i ate ice-cream(McFlurry Cornetto) every day.~SIAOW!
tu sebab naek badan alik..tkla teruk sgt,tpi pipi gue makin uat org
suke nk cubit2!ahahahah.
so i guess i nid to flush out those unwanted fats now..luckily
puase da nk dekat.senang ah nk lose weight..=)
yest: dating with bb love after so long never go outing.
first,we went Aranda Country Club..its studioFrost fashion
carnival that was held on the sat&sun.bought ONLY 1 top.
cost me 19bucks.worth the money...
after that,had our late lunch at BBQ chic again.
that place already in our fav list lar...u eat until
u cant eat.*fingers~linking*
night,went to IonOrchard.walk around the mall mcm
anak terbiar..=DD
i cant believe that the carpark fee was damn EX sia!!
we were there like less than 1hr...&& the carpark fee
for bikes=$4.50!!!!??
tk masok akal tul ar...sucha waste.nxt time huever wanna go there with
own transport,pls do park ur vehicle at somewhere else near..
no pics taken.
till here peeps!
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